I left home today. I didn't want to go, so I hid behind my
mama and my three littermates that were left. I didn't like you.
But one day they said I would be famous. I wonder; is famous the
same as fun and good times? So you picked me up and carried me
away, even though you were concerned about me hiding from you. I
don't think you liked me.
My new home is far away. I am scared and afraid. My heart
says be brave. My ancestors were. Did they go to good homes like
mine? I'm hungry because I can't eat too much because it will be
bad for my bones. I can't bite or snap when the children are
mean to me. I just run and play and pretend I am in a big green
field with butterflies and robins and frogs. I can't understand
why they kick me. I am quiet, but the man hits and says loud
things. The lady doesn't feed me good things like I had with my
mother. She just throws dry food on the ground, then goes away
before I can get too close for touching and petting. Sometimes my
food smells bad but I eat it anyway.
Today I had 10 puppies. They are so wonderful and warm. Am I
famous now? I wish I could play with them, but they are so tiny.
I am so young and playful that it is hard to lay here in this
hole under the house nursing my puppies. They are crying now. I
am so hungry. I scratch and worry my fur. I wish someone would
throw me some food. I am also very thirsty. I now have eight. Two
got cold during the night and I couldn't make them warm again.
They are gone. We are all very weak. Maybe if I take them out on
the porch, we can get some food.
Today they took us away. It was too much trouble to feed us
and someone came to take us away. Someone grabbed my puppies,
they were cryin and whimpering. We were put in a truck with boxes
in it. Are my babies famous now? I hope so, because I miss them.
They are gone.
The place smelled of urine, fear and sickness. Why was I
here? I was beautiful, like my ancestors. Now I am hungry, dirty,
in pain and unwanted. Maybe the worst is unwanted. No one came
though I tried to be good.
Today someone came. They put a rope on my neck and led me to a room that was very clean and had a shiny table. They put me on the table. Someone held me and hugged me. It felt so good!!! Then I felt tired and laid over the last one who cared. I am famous now. Today someone cared.